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In his famous—and often misunderstood—essay
“Self-Reliance,” Ralph Waldo Emerson writes, “There
is a time in every man’s education when he arrives at the conviction
that envy is ignorance; that imitation is suicide; that he must take himself
for better, for worse, as his portion; that though the wider universe
is full of good, no kernel of nourishing corn can come to him but through
his toil bestowed on that plot of ground which is given to him to till.”
As always, Emerson is very idealistic in this statement. To arrive at
such a point of confidence and embrace such a staunch work ethic is a
lofty goal indeed. But I believe it to be a worthy one, in fact the most
important one I seek to help my students—and myself—achieve.
After all, Emerson’s statement noticeably omits the word “teacher,”
for our most important role is always as students of the universe, what
we in modern educational vernacular might call “lifelong learners.”
I am on a journey with my students, and I am ever reminded that I have
as much to learn from them as they do from me. As soon as I see myself
solely in the role of expert, I am depriving both them and myself of important
opportunities.
When I recall my own most productive and interesting experiences as a
student I realize that my success stemmed from my own level of engagement
with the material at hand. Often a good teacher’s enthusiasm helped
to spark or further my interest, but ultimately my success depended on
how much I did to satisfy my own curiosity. Reflecting on my most successful
endeavors as a teacher I see that my students’ success depends more
on their level of engagement than on my own. When I stand in front of
the classroom and only play the role of the expert, the key to all knowledge
on the subject, my students become complacent and dependent. I can inspire
them with my interest in and knowledge of a subject, but if I just give
them all the answers, where is their incentive to ask better questions?
Why will they want to grow their own corn if I’ve already fed them?
The challenge, then, becomes how to execute such a plan responsibly, how
to create and foster the environment I find most conducive to learning.
The extreme Emersonian response—to answer every question with a
simple “Go find out for yourself”—is obviously an irresponsible
one. What, then, is my role in this exchange? First, whenever possible,
I want a classroom in which I do less of the talking than my students
do. From the beginning of the semester, I seek not only to tell but also
to show them that education is an active experience, one that will only
have meaning if they take responsibility for their own learning. My classes
are based on discussion, whether in small groups and whole classes, with
only occasional lectures. I encourage them to ask questions not only of
me but also of themselves, and most importantly I try to teach them always
to look for more than one possible answer; there are not right and wrong
answers in my classroom.
Secondly, I see myself as a model who can help engender enthusiasm in
my subject of interest. By showing my love of literature and language
I hope I can arouse the intellectual curiosity that I know resides within
them. I believe that many of our students have learned to be passive;
after all, entertainment is much easier than education, and they are bombarded
with opportunities to be “entertained” in our culture. But,
at the same time, I believe there is a basic human curiosity that can
inspired by seeing the possibilities of a more carefully examined life.
They have learned to be passive; they can also learn to be active. When
one of my students asks a question that I don’t know the answer
to, I go find the answer and bring it back to class—with an explanation
of how and where I found it and what that knowledge adds to the discussion
at hand. I encourage them always to do the same, and often when they see
the product of even such small endeavors, they will begin to find ways
to satisfy their intellectual curiosity on their own.
Ultimately, my job as a teacher is rather ironic—it is to make myself
unnecessary. I want my students to reach an intellectual place where they
can become the self-reliant thinkers that Emerson imagined. Yes, I want
them to succeed in my class, but more importantly, I want them to succeed
beyond it. The education of which Emerson speaks, after all, is not that
of a “student,” but of a human being.
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